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my thoughts and … thoughts
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This is a venting/bitching post, so feel free to scroll on by. Just FYI. You know, I like money. I really do. I like being able to pay my bills and various pleasant things like food or the occasional new top or something. But fuck, I have been basically doing nothing but working for the…
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I made a decision about a week ago that I am going to hold off on writing The Legion for the time being. It’s not that I’ve lost interest – I most definitely have not – but this other story, my own story, keeps popping up in my head. So I’m dusting off my old…
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I don’t really understand why he’s picked up this habit, but Ramses has decided that he wants to bring all of my roommate’s dog’s toys up into my bedroom. I’ll wake up to at least four or five in my bed (one time, I woke up because he dropped a stuffingless giraffe on my face),…
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I only have four tattoos at the moment, and for the most part, I’m okay with this. The first one I got was when I was 19, and I literally went up to one of the sheets on the wall and pointed to a fish that reminded me of the ones from the original Fantasia.…
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Don’t worry, I got him back, but I’m sure you can imagine what kind of mental state I was in for the two days he was missing. I still have no idea how he got out, but he has had to deal with me in Mama Bear mode since I found him underneath a neighbor’s…
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My anxiety is pretty bad today. I’ve had a lot going on – my grandmother is in the hospital and I haven’t received my first paycheck yet and the frustrations of changing my name in all its various entities is a pain in the ass and wanting to be more social but being terrified of…
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Just as a warning, I will be super spoilery throughout this challenge, so if you wanna listen to The Adventure Zone before you read this, feel free. And honestly, I encourage you to do that, anyway! But this paragraph is basically my blanket statement of WARNING: THERE BE SPOILERS AHEAD. Anyway, there’s so much I appreciate about all of…
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I’ve been back in Nashville for three weeks now, and I can’t say that I’m not happy with my decision to return. I’m close to my family, and I’ve been able to reconnect with people I haven’t seen – or even talked to, really – in years. My new job is going well so far,…
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Earlier this week, I loaded my life into a rental truck and drove back to a place I once dreamed of escaping. Whether or not I stay in the town I loathed for so many years is undetermined, but for now, I will call Nashville, TN, home again, something I never thought I’d say, even…
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You know, I’m eventually going to do these with themes, as a nod to my old college days*, but today is not that day. I’m kind of all over the place, both emotionally and physically, so naturally, I’ve been bouncing from playlist to playlist and probably annoying the hell out of my landlord who lives…
a little more juju 