diary
my thoughts and … thoughts
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It’s currently midnight, and I feel like I’m in the beginning of some tragic Edgar Allen Poe novella: dark and rainy, wind moaning in such a way that it could nearly be mistaken for a human. One of my cats is darting back and forth frantically with each creak of the magnolia bough just by…
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You know what I’m still angry about? That the ex-husband used my Fragrant Jewel bath bomb three years ago and never replaced it. He didn’t even send me the stupid ring inside. Fucking dickbag.
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As a Thanksgiving present to myself, I bought the video game Fe because I’d heard good things about it and dammit it looked cute. Thankfully, I was not disappointed, and the music was absolutely stunning. So basically what I’m saying is that I’ve had this playing nearly nonstop for the last several weeks. #noshame
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Water is gross. It’s tasteless and I just don’t like it. In the wise words of Ann Perkins, “I know it’s keeps you healthy, but god, at what cost?”
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I am kind of upset that this is my Astrology Song, but whatevs. Oh, but if you get the chance, you should totally check out the other signs. My favorite is probably either the Scorpio or Libra ones, although the Gemini one is absolutely hilarious. Good or bad hilarious is really up to your interpretation,…
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You know how some songs just get stuck in your head, sometimes for no reason even though you haven’t heard it in forever? Well, I right now have this one on perpetual repeat: I’m not complaining. I mean, I usually have that lovely bunch of coconuts song or “I’m Bringing Home a Baby Bumblebee,” so this…
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I don’t remember what motivated me to call my lawyer on that day, but when I hung up the phone, I was divorced. I wasn’t sure what I was expecting exactly? Maybe a wave of relief, or a burst of excitement? Sadness? But all I got was this … numbness. I put on airs of…
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ALARM BELLS ALARM BELLS I WON NANO THIS YEAR SOMEHOW I know, I know, I don’t actually win anything, but I’m really excited about this. After the failure that was Inktober, I needed this. I didn’t get all the badges because I kept forgetting to log in and update my total word count, so that’s something to…
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I am definitely feeling a bit darker than usual, but I guess I can blame that on my move to night shift? I’m trying to wake up in time so I can get at least a little bit of sunlight, because let’s face it, I am not a vampire. Oh, but about the last song…
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My emotions may be inconvenient for me at the time, but they are in no way stupid. I am allowed to have bad days. I shouldn’t stress over things I didn’t do or mistakes that someone else made. No matter how much I tell myself it isn’t so, I cannot ever have any dairy whatsoever.…
a little more juju 