diary
my thoughts and … thoughts
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ALARM BELLS ALARM BELLS I WON NANO THIS YEAR SOMEHOW I know, I know, I don’t actually win anything, but I’m really excited about this. After the failure that was Inktober, I needed this. I didn’t get all the badges because I kept forgetting to log in and update my total word count, so that’s something to…
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I am definitely feeling a bit darker than usual, but I guess I can blame that on my move to night shift? I’m trying to wake up in time so I can get at least a little bit of sunlight, because let’s face it, I am not a vampire. Oh, but about the last song…
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My emotions may be inconvenient for me at the time, but they are in no way stupid. I am allowed to have bad days. I shouldn’t stress over things I didn’t do or mistakes that someone else made. No matter how much I tell myself it isn’t so, I cannot ever have any dairy whatsoever.…
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One of the most meaningful interactions I’ve ever had with another human being was back in 2007, and it was a totally non-verbal exchange with a stranger. I was at a follow-up appointment after my first surgery to repair the third degree burns on my right leg (a super fun story involving literal fire, a…
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We cannot simply sit and stare at our wounds forever. We must stand up and move on to the next action.
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Racing games and first person shooters are fucking boring. And yes, this is coming from the woman who loves the Halo series. Nirvana < Pearl Jam. I am a giant comic book nerd, but I am getting burnt out on seeing a new superhero movie every fucking year. That being said, OMG CAPTAIN MARVEL. I adore Benedict…
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I had a dream last night that has given me yet another idea for NaNo. I swear to god …
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Yesterday was my last day in a retail pharmacy setting … well, for the time being, which is hopefully forever because retail is actual hell. I was expecting to feel something, even maybe just relief, but I had no emotional reaction whatsoever to it. What does that even mean???
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I consider myself a fast learner. It’s one of the strengths I always mention in my job interviews, and the only time I didn’t prove myself was back in 2006 with my boss Douchebag Karen. Also, I’m ridiculously hard on myself if I don’t catch onto something within the first few tries, and once I’ve…
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I am woefully behind on Inktober, for two reasons: I work two jobs and I have been kind of devoid of artistic inspiration. I should probably start working on that. I bought knitting and crocheting materials because I obviously need another hobby and also I want to make sure that I have another way I…
