diary

my thoughts and … thoughts

  • 112

    So I don’t think this is necessarily my best work, but! I’m playing with different styles now to see if I can incorporate them into my future pieces. Looking at this, it definitely does look amateurish, but hey, we all have to start somewhere, right?

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  • 111

    You know how I said I was reevaluating? Well, that particular mode of thinking has continued to take up residency in my brain, which led me to a bit of a Twitter storm of despair. I mean, it was only a few tweets in length, but the basic gist was that I have realized why…

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  • 110

    Okay, so just as a disclaimer, at least one of the issues I’m about to talk about has resolved itself – thank god – and I’m in a much better place mentally than I was even a day ago. But so much of what transpired has me going deep into my brain and, like I…

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  • 109

    So it went from this …

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  • 108

    I’m trying to remove myself from a lot of social media, or at least make sure that I have one place that’s mine, one area of the internet that I make and format and isn’t owned and run by a billionaire. So that means I’m going to be posting art on here a lot more…

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  • 107

    I know I’ve not been doing too many posts as of late, and I will blame nursing school for that. As much as I love learning, I am about ready to be done so I can read a book that isn’t related to medicine; my brain hurts and just wants to sleep. Even creating something…

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  • 106

    So I already threw the piece away because I was so angry with it, but for the first time in a bit, I came across something I 100% cannot do: work with markers. Like, as a concept, it’s simple, but for whatever reason, I find the medium completely impossible. I spent well over three hours…

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  • 28 day bubblegum crisis challenge, day 24: in which I have favorite fan art …

    Fan art is so much fun to root through, partly because that’s how a lot of artists get their start initially. I know I got started by copying Dragonball Z characters and then following that with the Gundam Wing style because I felt like that fit me more. I’m still discovering my style and will…

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  • 105

    Officially? I have an unspecified mood disorder, but according to my psych NP, I have all of the hallmark signs of bipolar type 2. Before that is set in stone – as much as any mental disorder can be, I suppose – she just wants to be 100% sure, but it’s both relieving and upsetting…

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  • 103

    Okay, so I’m posting a pretty big TRIGGER WARNING for this post, due to talk of death and dying.

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