The original text for this post had me all cheerful – it’s Julyyyyyy! – but in light of the past week, I just don’t really think it’s appropriate to feign a positive attitude; I can’t just bury my head in the sand and hope that everything will get better. But I still need to focus on school. I’m headed into a pretty intense six or seven weeks with my final clinical rotation, and that means that I will be in a position to help people with a uterus. I just have to pass the NCLEX.

Sigh.

So I just hit shuffle on my liked videos, resulting in a set of pure randomness, which thankfully had a lot of chill songs. Enjoy.

1 “BLACK CAT” / JANET JACKSON

2 “MOTH TO A FLAME (MOOJO REMIX)” / SWEDISH HOUSE MAFIA & THE WEEKND

3 “KILLER” / FKA TWIGS

4 “SALT OF THE SEA” / HOPE SANDOVAL & THE WARM INTENTIONS

5 “I WANNA LIVE SO GOD CAN USE ME” / SISTER ROSETTA THARP

6 “TELL ME WHY” / GENESIS

7 “NO HAY IGUAL” / NELLY FURTADO

8 “THE CROW” / DESSA

9 “RAINING GLITTER” / KYLIE MINOGUE

10 “ESCAPE” / YUNA